It's been a hard 2019 for me. I met two girls in 2018 that I fell in love with and lost them both. The latter one towards the start of the year and for the whole year, I kept trying and moving, yeah, but I just couldn't stop thinking about her, and regretting that I couldn't get back in contact with her, and that she was gone forever. I've never felt so stagnant as I did in that year. But.... progress still happened, just slow. I hope to get the ball rolling again. Not in finding another girl in a rebound or anything, but just not let it drag me down as much as it has been. Be a little more.... fiery with moving past it.